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Words to remember: "The cutest girl in the world"
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ZeroEnna
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06 November 2011
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So you all know the expression "When hell freezes over", right?
Okay, so I was thinking "Rather hell freezes over than my wife (yes we are finally married) is supporting me thoroughly."
The following lines shouldn't be read by prejudging and/or intolerant people. You have been warned!
Well, we finally agreed that I am free to cosplay whoever I want, and if it's a girl, it would be okay as long as I don't cross any borders she would feel uncomfortable with. One thing was (as far as I remember) she would help me, but only to a point she wouldn't cross herself, e.g. she wouldn't use full set of makeup to get the right look (she is very inaccurate in terms of styling, and only puts on makeup if necessary for her costume to be recognized, like a scar or a tattoo).
Yesterday morning, I showed her a costume, I would really like to do. It was Michael from Angel Sanctuary, wearing some ... let's say saucy clothings.
Take a look
However, her reaction was a random "using cosplay to act out your fetish, huh?"
Saying "fetish" was something I couldn't stand. And if I can't stand something I use to overreact. In this case, I said "Alright honey, you know what? That's it! I'm done with cosplay. If you ascribe me to have any fetish, just because I utter a favour to a clothing style, or a costume, than I tell you, I will no longer have "fetishes" in your definition. I will stop cosplaying from this day on!
The morning was done for, but that was just one of two point regarding the cause (the other one was a doing things for the sake of doing things because my wife got an SMS that our new couch was delivered to a shop, and she wanted to get it preferably yesterday, so she turned the world around to get it, which pissed me off).
On the way to a local car rental service, we had our first heart-to-heart concerning cosplay for at least three months.
She said, she doesn't really care, what I would like to cosplay or not to cosplay, and all in all, she was very understanding, But I couldn't resist to dismiss her idea of me having any sexual meaning in cosplay. I admitted, that there is sexual attraction to some costumes. But only because of the character wearing the costume or stuff. Actually, I don't really know. For example Alexiel from Angel Sanctuary. Of course, that chick is hot. And I believe I am not the only guy who is kind of attracted to Alexiel. Maybe this is one reason. I don't know if this sounds gross or pervert, but it is by far not the only reason. I like her character, and the look, as for many male characters as well.
Anyway, I took this opportunity to bring up some points from our last debate. I reminder her of her words concerning her support (the "not more than I would to with makeup"-thing), and this time, she surprised me. I think I will nibble on it for another few weeks.
She said "I never meant to say this. I mean, if it is your wish, and you say that you are certain to do it, I am the last one to forbid it. You do have some androgyn look...with some pounds less, but that's another story... but I do think I could turn you into the cutest girl in the world."
Okay, this was the first time, she backed me with no strings attached! She would help me to turn into a girl for the sake of cosplay!
Well, not really. There is ONE condition. She said "But if one time you feel that cosplay is not enough, and you think about SRT, please let me know from the beginning, because I don't think I can be together with you anymore then."
Nevertheless, I never thought about transitioning. I am satisfied, and besides the "normal curiousity", like "What is it like to wear a bra", there is no feeling that tells me to wear girl's clothes regularly besides any conventions!
And who knows, maybe my first crossplay will be my last due to disappointment ;)
In any way, I am glad my wife is fully supportive. I hope she will be when I bring the big guns in (tucking, padding hips, and worst case wearing a corset).
Okay, so I was thinking "Rather hell freezes over than my wife (yes we are finally married) is supporting me thoroughly."
The following lines shouldn't be read by prejudging and/or intolerant people. You have been warned!
Well, we finally agreed that I am free to cosplay whoever I want, and if it's a girl, it would be okay as long as I don't cross any borders she would feel uncomfortable with. One thing was (as far as I remember) she would help me, but only to a point she wouldn't cross herself, e.g. she wouldn't use full set of makeup to get the right look (she is very inaccurate in terms of styling, and only puts on makeup if necessary for her costume to be recognized, like a scar or a tattoo).
Yesterday morning, I showed her a costume, I would really like to do. It was Michael from Angel Sanctuary, wearing some ... let's say saucy clothings.
Take a look
However, her reaction was a random "using cosplay to act out your fetish, huh?"
Saying "fetish" was something I couldn't stand. And if I can't stand something I use to overreact. In this case, I said "Alright honey, you know what? That's it! I'm done with cosplay. If you ascribe me to have any fetish, just because I utter a favour to a clothing style, or a costume, than I tell you, I will no longer have "fetishes" in your definition. I will stop cosplaying from this day on!
The morning was done for, but that was just one of two point regarding the cause (the other one was a doing things for the sake of doing things because my wife got an SMS that our new couch was delivered to a shop, and she wanted to get it preferably yesterday, so she turned the world around to get it, which pissed me off).
On the way to a local car rental service, we had our first heart-to-heart concerning cosplay for at least three months.
She said, she doesn't really care, what I would like to cosplay or not to cosplay, and all in all, she was very understanding, But I couldn't resist to dismiss her idea of me having any sexual meaning in cosplay. I admitted, that there is sexual attraction to some costumes. But only because of the character wearing the costume or stuff. Actually, I don't really know. For example Alexiel from Angel Sanctuary. Of course, that chick is hot. And I believe I am not the only guy who is kind of attracted to Alexiel. Maybe this is one reason. I don't know if this sounds gross or pervert, but it is by far not the only reason. I like her character, and the look, as for many male characters as well.
Anyway, I took this opportunity to bring up some points from our last debate. I reminder her of her words concerning her support (the "not more than I would to with makeup"-thing), and this time, she surprised me. I think I will nibble on it for another few weeks.
She said "I never meant to say this. I mean, if it is your wish, and you say that you are certain to do it, I am the last one to forbid it. You do have some androgyn look...with some pounds less, but that's another story... but I do think I could turn you into the cutest girl in the world."
Okay, this was the first time, she backed me with no strings attached! She would help me to turn into a girl for the sake of cosplay!
Well, not really. There is ONE condition. She said "But if one time you feel that cosplay is not enough, and you think about SRT, please let me know from the beginning, because I don't think I can be together with you anymore then."
Nevertheless, I never thought about transitioning. I am satisfied, and besides the "normal curiousity", like "What is it like to wear a bra", there is no feeling that tells me to wear girl's clothes regularly besides any conventions!
And who knows, maybe my first crossplay will be my last due to disappointment ;)
In any way, I am glad my wife is fully supportive. I hope she will be when I bring the big guns in (tucking, padding hips, and worst case wearing a corset).
